Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Today is Venus trine Jupiter: This transit could lead to a well-deserved income boost or a surge in your self-worth, given that sweet Venus, your ruler, is now in your daily routine and wellness sector as it connects with fortunate Jupiter in your money zone.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Shit Morning
I wake up to a good morning from Jahon which was nice, but I feel like... I am feeling we don't work together well to be honest, or rather. We aren't working at all so I can't say it is bad or good because it is just non existent. I mean, he was trying to calm me down through text last night I guess but, all these events: the shitty vocational coach, my shitty boyfriend, my shitty family... I am so tempted to just go back to freelancing or try harder with freelancing despite the pay being so poor. It would wreck a lot of the plans I have now, but I am honest, the cold months are coming in and, with me not having a car, there is going to be less I am able to do physically going forward without money.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Game on
I had a great conversation with my boyfriend last night. It was sort of born out of us both having sort of shitty days. He had to replace a tool at his work and the replacement ended up being the wrong fit so he just curled up into a ball and died. I was walking and a bug flew into my mouth and I puked into someone's lawn because I overthought eating a fucking bug and then when I got home I had the worst rash on my butt from walking too much. Just smothered myself in the zinc oxide stuff.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Dead in Rebirth
When we can't go after all those things like we said and when this mortal heart gives out in that struggle; here is this realization: I control tings from a false mind as I bend things in this fashion. And artificially, here is a new heart; beautiful, new, and paley weeping in its birth. If I thurst into my chest, I could make a perect fit... because this situation is always what I wanted, because I COULD NEVER HURT MORE! and, int his pain I find everything evolving for me, in a new intoxicating blood. Because that is a power too strong and everlasting in my veins of those mortal drops...
By Kayla McIntosh3 years ago in Poets
Beloved
Where is your voice? Even if I call out to you in a sleepless daze, even this brainchild can flourish in existence. My beloved absurdity. Lifted to a higher ground, I raise to you. The pains I've felt before you echo a second empty eternity, even in your blood, I can take mine with a smile. Graced tears within this beauty you show, touched by a whisper.
By Kayla McIntosh3 years ago in Poets
