I've been tryna keep my peace But lowkey I want a reason To stop controlling Cause I can feel it boiling It takes a lot of strength
By CotardDelusionz9 months ago in Poets
So tired This body is barely surviving Attached to strings These thoughts are never ending So electrifying Through the strings
Bleak but violently bleeding Silently screaming My limit receding Anxiety exceeding Delirium increasing OCD slowly feasting
You're pathetic Look at you Pathetic Fucking disgusting Don't look into that mirror I don't wanna see you
I know I'm fucking delusional Let me indulge I can't help it I'm a troubled individual Put my neck in The noose
It's gone It's all gone There's no longer any fire Just ash The aftermath I tried to hold on to the last thing that made me feel
By CotardDelusionz10 months ago in Poets
Dear love, I will never be able to love again I gave all I had left in me to you So I hope that You will carry it
With his chest ripped open, he walks His heart fully visible Beating erratically He walks, With a slit down his forehead
I see you leaving Drifting away from me Oh my love please Don't do this to me Gently I put my hand on your cheek
I wonder why it feels like I have to be a lesser version of me To change My heart feels vulnerable Like an open wound
I don't know what to do I feel like no matter what I do I will lose you I'm probably supposed to But for some reason
Don't take there Where the memories are so bare Please don't take me there Where I'm scared Where there's so much despair
